tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26660494153607617892024-03-14T12:54:46.209+08:00Diriku-DIA-MerekaNailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.comBlogger92125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-49934423932407731412017-08-27T01:25:00.000+08:002017-08-27T01:25:57.676+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic", sans-serif; text-align: center;">27</span><sup style="font-family: "Century Gothic", sans-serif; text-align: center;">th</sup><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic", sans-serif; text-align: center;"> August 2017,
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Assalamualaikum and hi
everyone, i am back! (Acting like i got many followers) haha<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">It
was very long time i didn’t write anything in this blog so tonight i feel like
to write something as i got very long ‘me time’ for me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
read my past and scrolling down my old posting in this blog and i had a loud of
laugh. I never thought that i have been growing up as an adult today and keep
read about my past. I am ashamed with my words and certain post that i wrote. Terlajak
perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
back to my teaching track by opening the tuition classes for the villager’s
kids since I feel that this is my passion.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
quit my job at the very young age and decided to be a ‘work from home’ person.
I really can’t handle dealing with any company. I think the most meaningful
moment in our life is being employed, but not for me. I think my life become
worst when I am working based on the few jobs that I quit few years ago. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Now
I am going back on this teaching track. I have think and do a deep conversation
with myself about this and finally I decided to do this even I don’t know until
when. I hope that Allah swt will guide me in this. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">My
elder sister was born a daughter named Hawa and I become an aunt with my name
officially changed to Omma (in Korean means mom) -_-<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Hafiz
now turns 7<sup>th</sup> and he passes his first mid-examination with very flying
colors. Look at the picture below. Yes, of course i am proud as his sister. He
told me that he wants to be an architect. I feel like, hmmm whatever. I don’t
even know where he got that idea since I teach him to be an ustadz and never
mention the architecture career to him. Pengaruh tv kot.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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am satisfied with staying home and help my parents facing their old age moment
and whatever it is, this is what I called job satisfaction! Haha. And they are
my big why to stay and work from home. Aku xboleh tengok mama dengan baba
membesarkan Hafiz tanpa aku.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I don’t know why but I feel that they are really
need my help to handle Hafiz especially regarding to his education and school. i
also felt that my parents deserved more time to spend with Hafiz as they are
growing old but Hafiz still young and I know Hafiz will be test with the loss
of his loved one, its either mama, baba or his siblings. So I need to tell him
every time that we are not live forever so he can think that slowly. And when
the time really happened, he can understand and accept it. Mungkin sebab tu
bila dia merajuk, dia sebut “biarlah adik mati, jangan kamu cari adik”. </span><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic", sans-serif;">Mungkin
dia sudah mulai faham erti kematian and I hope so. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic", sans-serif;">I am the heavy sleeper, so I think I should sleep now. See ya.</span></div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-26375897637373316342016-02-22T03:19:00.002+08:002016-02-22T03:19:56.891+08:00#midnight till dawn<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Salam. Hello. Anyeong.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">03:24 am/22.2.2016</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Just wanna share this, for me and yours. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Actually I am crying while reading a post on facebook, about a kids that missed his mommy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So, I think this is very useful to make your kids understand about the death.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">While reading this, I just can think about one name, Hafiz.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am imagining how we would explain to him if he lost someone in this happy family.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I keep thinking how to explain to him if one of us has gone/died during his childhood sebab jarak umur antara kami dengan Hafiz jauh berbeza.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Baba: 55 tahun</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mama: 44 tahun</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">K.P: 26 tahun</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Me : 25 tahun</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">W : 23 tahun</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Y : 22 tahun</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">E : 20 tahun</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hafiz : 6 tahun</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">See, you will noticed our age differ too much.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Anything can happen in the future, unexpected or under your expectation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And I keep thinking about our family's future.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ya ALLAH, i seek for Your forgiveness, i ask Your mercy. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">If the death come to me, please take care of Hafiz. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I remembered when I am acting that I am died, to see his response towards me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">When I am stop breathing and laying down, he keep punching me and shake me non stop.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">When i didn't react to that, he start to bite me coz he know that i cant stand with his teeth.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And then i asked him. <i>"Adik, kenapa adik gigit Kak Cha?" </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><i>"Sbb Adik ingat Kak Cha mati.."</i> he replied.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">"Kalau Kak Cha mati betul2 macam mana?" I asked him more.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">He said, <i>"Adik terjun laut supaya adik mati sama-sama Kak Cha sebab Kak Cha xsayang adik sudah.." </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Waktu tu cuma Allah tahu macam mana hati aku bila dengar Hafiz jawab macam tu.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Terasa mcm hati ni ditusuk benda yang sangaaaattt tajam.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">:'(</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So as I told earlier, when i logged into my facebook, i found this posts, that makes me cried all night today.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I hope that you can feel what I feel after reading this books. ENJOY. </span><br />
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<br />NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-85239509936771203872015-10-10T02:25:00.001+08:002015-10-10T02:25:18.543+08:00hi hi bye bye<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">#biar
saja<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Lama kan blog ni sunyi. March
to October. How times flies very fast.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Assalamu’alaikum wbt..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"> Biar saja
tanpa cinta sekali ini…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"> Biar saja
nanti pun datang lagi..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"> Biar saja
tanpa rindu sekali ini…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"> Biar saja
sementara sendiri…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I’m listening
to this song while writing this post and crying alone when i missed them a lot.
Al-fatihah. Semoga Allah swt tabahkan hati ini dari hari ke hari.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Izinkan diriku lenyapkan
segala namun ku xterdaya melupakan segalanya..<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Kini ku sendiri hilang segala
cinta..sebuah reality bernoktah di sini..<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">It’s
hard to accept that they are all gone. What makes my heart broke is i am
dreaming of them. I keep dreaming that i am hugging, kissing and touch them as they
are still alive.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Everyone
thought that I am okay after few months. Seeing my laugh my smile and my
happiness but they didn’t even know about my litre of tears before i closed these
eyes every night. How hard to accept that you lost a lot of your beloved
person.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"><i><b>“Aku sendiri xtahu bagimana rasanya
redho.”</b></i><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">When
i opened my eyes, i just want to see them. I want to meet them as usual. But now we are separated by death. The space inside this heart can’t be filled
with anything. That’s why i learnt to appreciate every person in my life. I can’t
bear for another lost. I try not to hurt them, and keep them inside this heart.
<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Ujian
Allah swt, tiada siapa pun dapat menjangka. What I am hoping for, I’m not being
tested with losing of another person that I love. Aamiin.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Its
02.14 am now (10102015) and i think this is the best time to blog since my mind cleared and my soul calmed. Okay let me tell you what ive been through for
this few months of 2015. Since the 2015 will be at the end and our Maal Hijrah will
coming.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">#after nek tih gone<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">My
sister married at my 24<sup>th</sup> birthday, 25 April 2015 (smirking)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
resigned as the teacher and start to work as admin assistant for 3 months<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
am doing part time job for rm8/hour as the private tutor<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I’ve
attended the interview for Pegawai Psikologi S41 but I am failed.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Now
its October and i am self-employed for two months by selling my own cheescuits
products by COD and supplied it to UiTMians. Kah3<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I’m
still fear of losing someone i love. (known
as <b>thantophobia</b>)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
am divorce with rice and start my Atkins Diet, my coach is my PLKN’s friend,
Iza. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
can ignore the rice but not the cheese cakes! I should trying more harder<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Century Gothic"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Century Gothic";">-<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
am practicing skipping for 100 at the evening every day.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">And
now, its 2:21am, i am sitting in front of my laptop to apply the Pembantu
Setiausaha Pejabat Gred N17 (SPM Qualification) to fulfill my mama’s wish and
be the job hunter.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I
am seeking for a husband to be. WHATTTT? HAHAHA (i can really imagine all of my friend’s face who
reading this)sorry gals, :P<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Okay,
that’s all. I think that is enough to update my progress. (konon2 ada pembaca setia)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">See you soon! :)</span></div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-52802569333150341022015-03-06T21:56:00.002+08:002015-03-06T21:56:53.840+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">
<b><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">6<sup>th</sup> februari
2015 (friday)<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Lepas
siap mengajar budak2, aku balik rumah untuk berehat. aku plan utk pergi rumah nek tih lewat sikit
dari kebiasaan sebab jumaat tu aku memang sudah loss energy and fatigue since i
didn’t get enough rest and very miserable for two weeks before. I slept peacefully
till asr.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Sharp
at 5pm, i race my motorcycle to the nek tih’s house. Bila aku sampai, aku
tengok nek tih mengerang sakit. Nek tih suruh call mama, suruh datang minta
ubat. Makcik2 yang lain ada di sekeliling nek tih. Then, i called my mama. Unfortunately,
she can’t make it bcoz she got the fever and can’t move. So i tell nek tih that mama cant see her. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Sekali
lagi, nek tih mengerang sakit. Makcik2 bacakan surah al fatihah di air minum,
tapi semua xberkesan. Nek tih cakap, “ aku mau pulang..jam berapa sudah..” but
i didn’t realize it yet. I said, kita pulang pegi mana nek..?. Pastu nek tih
geleng2 kepala, tertidur.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Lepas
azan maghrib, nek tih terbangun lagi mengerang sakit. I decided to take her to
the hospital. I called my uncle and bring nek tih to the hospital. Sampai di
Hosp.Queen Elizabeth II, bahagian kecemasan. Jumpa Doktor Cina, dia tanya pasal
nek tih, so i explained him what i know about the cancer. Lastly, the doct want
to meet with my uncle. I wait outside with my bag and let them talk.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Few
minutes later, my uncle asked me to go inside the emergency room. I see nek tih
laying in the bed dengan muka pucat, xbermaya. I am wondering, apa yang doktor
tu buat dengan nek tih. Aku tahan hati, aku bediri di tepi katil nek tih. It is
almost 10.00pm. Nek tih muntah. I saw theres a blood from her mouth. I got
panic and asked the nurse. The nurse said that is nothing! But I believe that
it is the blood. The nurses want to calm me and answer like that. I take some
tissue and wipe the blood. I almost crying but i am very strong person that
will not easily cry in front of others. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Then,
the doctor comes, he said that we will be transferred to the Palliative Ward,
Hospital Queen Elizabeth I and asked me to go with the ambulance. I sit beside
nek tih with her bloody mouth. I wipe the blood along the way to the Palliative
Ward. I asked myself, what happened to nek tih? She is holding my hand tightly.
I hold her hand and warmed her. She didn’t talk anything, just sleep with her
eyes closed and her hand hold my hand.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"> 7 februari 2015 (Saturday)<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">12.30
am, we arrived at palliative ward. I wait for my uncle to take care of nek tih
that night as my gastric becomes worse. I didn’t eat anything since the
afternoon and that’s why my gastric is attacking me that night. I sit beside
the bed, while nek tih sleeping. I am texting my siblings to asked them come
and look nek tih. But my mama refused. She said that she’s still in fever. I
don’t know why, i cried so much. I look at the white wall and crying silently.
I am disappointed but i know that my mama really can’t make it. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Nek
tih condition becomes worse. She is bleeding from her mouth. I wipe it and just
ignore what i am thinking. Nek tih keep asking me to adjust her pillow, turn it
down, turn it up and called my names. When Baba comes, he discussed with my
uncle to take nek tih home. So, I agree and the nurse asked my uncle to sign
the agreement.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">She
put the morphine 10mg into nek tih’s body to prevent nek tih groaning and let
her rest. I shud say no, but i can’t. My uncle had sign the agreement and then
nek tih get the morphine inside her body. I cried silently while looking at her
laying down in the bed, she can’t even say my name and that makes me feel very
sad. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">We
bring nek tih home and i keep ask her to zikr together with me. I sing the zikr
song sebab aku tau nek tih sedang nazak. Aku bisik di teling nek tih, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">“Subhanallah,
Walhamdulillah, Wala Ila Ha Ilallah, Allahuakbar”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Sepanjang
jalan balik rumah, i keep singing the zikr but nek tih cant speak and my tears
just flowing smoothly. With her head in my arms, i hug her and kissed her as i don’t
know when i can hug and kissed her just like before. My heart totally broke but
i keep myself strong. I can’t bear any lost anymore. I cant.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">At
home, we put her in her bed, and i keep accompany her even my gastric is
coming. I hold her hand, lay beside her and i fall asleep at 2.30am.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">At
the dawn, i heard the athan from the mosque then i woke up. I heard my uncle
said, “mak..mak..” with his very loud voice. I look at her hand; i hold and
massage her right hands. It’s cold and freeze. Tangan nek tih keras. Aku urut
juga dengan harapan nek tih terbangun. Sebab aku masih rasa waktu tu mungkin
tangan nek tih cramp. Aku urut dengan kuat. Then, my uncle cek nek tih punya
nadi, cek nafas. The words that I heard is, “ Nenek sudah tiada ni..” Airmata
aku xtertanggung. Aku urut tangan nek tih. Aku cium dahi nenek. I know that I
am not your best granddaughter, but I
will coming after you soon.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">But,
now I have to live with all her memories and it is totally breaks my heart. I don’t
know how to keep living with all your love and memories. I force myself to
believe that you are now gone. Nek Tih, rehat di sana sampai kita jumpa lagi
satu hari nanti..-al-fatihah (arwah eyang, titie, arwah pakcik tua, arwah bapa
kak rita, arwah nek tih)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-4377694420989066292015-01-11T23:07:00.002+08:002015-01-11T23:07:37.566+08:00neurofisiologi<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">#pengalaman yang sangat osem.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">For these two days, i am
participating in kursus teknik menghafaz menggunakan teknik neurofisiologi. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Mula-mula tu memang aku xmo
pergi disebabkan oleh beberapa alasan. Tapi, lastly mungkin takdir Allah swt,
aku berada di dalam kursus tu selama 2 hari. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Output dari kursus tu
sekarang, aku dapat menghafaz 10 ayat dari surah An-Naba, my fav surah dan
lengkap dengan teknik menghafaz menggunakan teknik neurofisiologi. Apa tu? Aku
pun penat mo explain, apa kata kita google dulu. Hik3<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Testimoni peserta : <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">“Sebagai
manusia biasa, mungkin kita xpernah fikir kita akan dapat menghafaz ayat2
al-Quran macam pelajar tahfiz di sekolah pondok, madrasah, pusat tahfiz etc.
Tapi, jujur dan terus terang, bila didedahkan dengan hafazan menggunakan teknik
neurofisiologi ni, ya Allah! Bukan saja nama surah, bilangan surah, ayat-ayat
setiap surah boleh dihafaz, bahkan kita boleh jadikan otak kita macam komputer.
Bila disebut sila baca ayat 3 surah An- Naba, kita boleh terus pick up and take
out ayat tu terus dibaca! Bukan itu jak, yang sangat mengkagumkan, bila orang
lain baca sepotong ayat dari ayat yang kita hafal, kita boleh tahu itu ayat ke
berapa!Osem dan amazing bukan?” <o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Ok, stop stop stop. Itu
sedikit pengalaman aku ikut kursus menggunakan teknik neurofisiologi untuk
menghafaz. Aku xpernah sangka, pengalaman begini osem dan amazing yang aku akan
dapat. Alhamdulillah. Ouh, u wanna know what course i am taking? U can google
it. Benda tu sangat famous. Sebenarnya aku malas mau promote, ini teknik
pemasaran, konon laaa~ Hak3</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">22-25 Mei 2015, i will be at
Kuala Lumpur. Sebenarnya, semua benda ni aku ndak plan pun tapi kawan2 aku
punya idea gila-gila yang selalu ungkapkan ayat ni,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">“xpa, rezeki tu ada di
mana-mana pun. Yakin” Yes, keyakinan tu lah juga yang buat aku survive sampai
sekarang. Semua akan rasa benda tu, aku sudah rasa dan mudah-mudahan Allah swt
bagi kamu kamu kamu dan kamu juga peluang untuk mengaplikasikan sifat tawakkal
dan yakin tu. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Okay lah, memandangkan i can’t
stop sneezing, and my eyes is full with tears so i think i shud stop this post
here. My nose is getting worst sebab menu di kursus tadi udang udang udang, and
i forgot that my nose was very sensitive organ. Jadi, akibatnya sekarang aku
bersahabat baik dengan tisu 1Malaysia harga RM1.00. Satu Mesia! <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">See you soon and i hope that
i can continuously posting and updating this classic blog. <br />
Salam.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Love,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">me</span></div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-88624230959243491682015-01-09T11:05:00.003+08:002015-01-09T11:05:55.841+08:00coming back back back home<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"><b>Salam and hi.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">I started to blog again after
a few months of my deep silence. Sambil2 gosok mata yang gatal ni, aku menaip
dan menjadi keyboard warrior di dalam blog sendiri. I hope that I can be strong
till the day I meet Allah swt.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Century Gothic"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Century Gothic";">a.<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Me<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Okay, first of all i want to
tell that i am officially graduated on 23<sup>rd</sup> November 2014 and i am
looking for any job that available for me. I am ready. Untuk tunggu kerja tetap, aku
ambik peluang untuk jadi part timer di sebuah learning centre, mengajar jugak.
Sabtu Ahad. At least aku boleh lah kurangkan rasa yang aku ni xberguna, boleh
lah dapat pahala dan duit poket untuk menyara Hafiz. Hak3<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Sudah hampir dua bulan, my
lovely sister(actually my cousin) kembali ke rahmatullah sebab tumor di dalam
otak. Allah swt lebih sayangkan dia, but the problem is i can’t accept that she
is gone even though we have met for the last time sebelum arwah di kafankan. I can’t
tell anything in my social media that she is oredi gone, but i just wrote “till
the day we meet again”, because that is actually the true feelings inside me! Satu
hari tu my mom asked, “ mau buat kenduri sempena konvo?” aku Cuma mampu jawab, “nanti
lah mak, biarlah kenduri arwah selesai. Sebab, 21<sup>st</sup> November 2014,
arwah pergi, lepas tu 23<sup>rd</sup> November 2014, aku terima segulung
ijazah. Itu sudah cukup menikam kalbu. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: "Century Gothic"; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: "Century Gothic"; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span><span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">On April 2014, she was diagnosed
with prolapse stoma and done with the operation but sadly that she can’t live normally
as she is now using the stoma bag to take out the stool from her large
intestine, untuk lebih info, boleh google. So, on 15<sup>th</sup> December, she
was admitted to Hospital Queen Elizabeth II, lepas beberapa hari nek tih teda
output dalam stoma bag dia, and doctor said that itu xnormal. 9 hari 8 malam
bermalam di wad, sudah cukup menyentuh hati aku yg keras macam batu.
Macam-macam perkara yang aku dengar, macam-macam peristiwa yang aku nampak.
Sebab tu bila kita melawat orang sakit, malaikat akan doakan kita. Masalah
sekarang, sel yang sudah dibuang dulu waktu pembedahan, datang kembali dalam
usus nek tih. Doktor cakap sel tu agresif and we had to choose chemotherapy or
paliatif. Untuk chemo, berat nek putih memang xcukup, umur nek putih 76 tahun,
memang dia xboleh tahan dgn chemo. Untuk paliatif, itu maksudnya option
terakhir, maksudnya doktor xboleh buat apa-apa lagi untuk kawal sel tu. Itu lah
juga pilihan kami. Kami redha. Sekarang, kami cuma mampu jaga nek tih apa yang
mampu. Semoga Allah swt permudahkan urusan kami sekeluarga.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Century Gothic","sans-serif";">Lastly, I hope that this post
is enough to tell you that i am not running away, but i am struggling for the 1<sup>st</sup>
phase of hardest part (maybe) in my life. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-67680804403644756132014-09-03T10:04:00.001+08:002014-09-03T10:04:54.040+08:00#countdown to 26th sept 2014<div>
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minggu ni, aku jaga lebri. senang sikit aku kasi siap final report praktikum. rasa ndak sabar mo kasi habis praktikal di sini.errr ok lah i malas menaip. jumpa lagi nanti. kbai</div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">#salam praktikum<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Salam and hi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Now I’m sitting at the Wi-Fi area in
my office. Apa lagi aku mo buat kan.
Hari ni hari kelima praktikum, so I need to finish my report to submit it for
my supervisor and my lecturer. Minggu ni aku kena tempat di bawah pemantu
tadbir bahagian kewangan. Kerja dia memang gila sebab aku calculatophobia. Aku xsuka tengok nombor, tapi apa boleh buat.
I should finish that in order to complete my report biarpun aku hampir migrain.
Tapi xpa lah, biarpun praktikum ni xada elaun, elaun akhirat kan ada. Kalau kita mudahkan kerja orang, Allah swt
mudahkan kerja kita kan kan kan.
Tersentak mendengar khabar saudara di gaza. Sehinggakan ada pepatah yang
muncul, bersahur di dunia, berbuka di syurga. Sebab dorang xpasti sama ada
waktu berbuka nanti dorang masih hidup atau syahid. Ya Allah, rapuh hati
melihat saudaraku di sana. Apa yang akan
ku jawab nanti bila di hadapanMu. Bila
ditanya apakah yang aku buat di saat saudaraku yang lain di bunuh dan diperang.
Gaza, maafkan kami. Kami hanya mampu berdoa. Maafkan kami Gaza..Kami tidak
mampu bersamamu memerangi Zionist laknatullah. Kami tidak mampu mengubat
lukamu. Semoga Allah swt terima doa kami
di sini. Kawan-kawan, jom perbanyakkan
doa qunut nazilah. Doa orang-orang yang
berpuasa, mesti dimakbulkan Allah swt kan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya kami
letakkan Engkau di batang leher musuh-musuh kami, dan kami berlindung denganMU
dari kejahatan mereka. Ya Allah, hancur leburkanlah kumpulan-kumpulan mereka!
Kacau-bilaukan persatuan mereka! Cerai-beraikan pakatan mereka! Goncangkan
pendirian mereka! Hantarkan ke atas mereka anjing-anjing Kamu! Wahai Tuhan Yang
Gagah Perkasa, Wahai Tuhan Yang Bersifat Murka, Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Menyiksa,
Ya Allah, Ya Allah, Ya Allah. Wahai Tuhan yang menurunkan Al-Quran, wahai Tuhan
yang menggerakkan awanan, wahai Tuhan yang menewaskan bala tentera Ahzab,
kalahkanlah mereka, menangkanlah kami ke atas mereka…"<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Ya Allah, sesungguhnya kami bermohon
pertolonganMU, kami meminta ampun kepadaMU, kami memohon petunjuk dariMU, kami
beriman kepadaMU, kami berserah kepadaMU dan kami memujiMU dengan segala
kebaikan, kami mensyukuri dan tidak mengkufuriMU. Ya Allah, hentikanlah segala
macam kezaliman dan permusuhan, bantulah saudara-saudara seIslam kami di mana
sahaja mereka berada. Angkatlah dari mereka kesusahan, bala, peperangan dan
permusuhan. Ya Allah, selamatkanlah saudara seIslam kami di Gaza yang dizalimi
oleh kekejaman rejim zionis dari segala keburukan dan hindarkanlah mereka segala
bala, kerana tiada sesiapa yang dapat menghindarkannya melainkan Engkau, ya
Allah. Allahumma Aameen.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-30287296989429851402014-06-16T17:55:00.001+08:002014-06-16T17:55:21.687+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
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and hi kawan2.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Nampaknya, berkurun lama blog
kesayangan tidak disentuh dan dipandang. Maklumlah, sudah hampir kemuncak
perjalanan. :D Alhamdulillah, sekarang paper ketiga terakhir sebelum melangkah
ke praktikal. Apa persediaan pun aku
xbuat lagi. Aku cuma focus exam sebab takut kisah dan tragedy lama berulang
lagi. Sangat sadis di dalam dewan exam subjek elektif. Budak kos tu pandang aku
semacam jak. Mesti dorang ingat aku ni pendatang asing. Haha. Zaman exam ni, zaman berkabung di dalam bilik
sambil melepaskan stress dengan textliner. Seminggu cuti study week, aku pergi
laut untuk memancing! Peristiwa yang paling penting ialah, aku dapat hasil
tangkapan, satu ekor ikan kerisi. Tapi aku teda makan pun. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-ascii-font-family: "Lao UI"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Lao UI"; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: "Lao UI"; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">K</span><span style="font-family: "Lao UI","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Ntah bila lagi
dapat merasa pengalaman jadi orang laut.
Kan kan kan. Hitam? Sun burn? Oh tidak. Wa tala takut ooo. Asalkan wa
dapat telejun itu laut. Haha.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Seminggu exam sudah berlalu, aku cuma
harap everything goes smoothly and clearly.
Sekarang aku sakit kepala urus adik aku masuk UiTM (hanya untuk
bumiputera sahaja) Haha. Dia ambil kos
Public Admin kah apa ntah. Alhamdulillah
lah dekat Kampus Kota Kinabalu. Kalau ndak, pening kepala urus. Sangat memberi
tekanan. Lagi-lagi aku tengah exam
sekarang. Resdung pula makin teruk. Uuuuuwuwuwuwuwu T_T<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Lao UI","sans-serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> 3 paper lagi untuk dibelasah. Xsabar
mahu praktikal tapi dalam masa yang sama, aku takut. Hmm. 21 Jun ni ada dinner kalau I xsilap. Aku mau menyumbang kepada props dan hiasan
dinner. So, tangan magic, jom!!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-80377397382249445522014-05-29T23:13:00.001+08:002014-05-29T23:14:03.050+08:00#hai hai hai final year<br />
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salam, ok memandangkan aku sekarang agak serabut dan sibuk dengan tahun akhir, jadi aku copy paste je lah dari blog aku dari lms. hihi<br />
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Now its my final year. Tapi secara jujur, i dont feel like im the super duper senior in my campus. Each time we met our junior, "tahun 1 kah?" i said, "errr.." dengan bunyi latar krik krik krik. ini diskriminasi apa? haha. 3 years complete, inshaAllah for my first bachelor. i have no plan after this but i hope i can be hired by an organization with the proper salary? amin. sebab aku banyak tanggungan lepas baba retire. <i>tanggungan </i>ler sangat. Seminggu lagi final exam, and for sure i will stay at my bestfriend's room for whole week since i have <b>ptsd</b> about my exam's schedule. i dont believe this sepet eyes anymore <img alt="mixed" src="http://lms.ums.edu.my/moodle/pix/s/mixed.gif" title="mixed" /> sebab sepet eyes ni aku salah tengok jadual final exam and i need to take extra subjek for this semester. but im grateful because terapeutik with children was very interesting and trigger my autism! <img alt="evil" src="http://lms.ums.edu.my/moodle/pix/s/evil.gif" title="evil" /> dan sejuta terima kasih kepada lecturer yang sangat humble dan baik hati, Puan Shazia yang sudi terima aku sebagai student elektif and not judging me negatively as others do. <img alt="sad" src="http://lms.ums.edu.my/moodle/pix/s/sad.gif" title="sad" /></div>
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ok lah, i need to do the last assignment for my last semester and final year(i hope so and everything will be smooth until my graduation day). amin.</div>
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ok, bye.</div>
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feeling cute<img alt="blush" src="http://lms.ums.edu.my/moodle/pix/s/blush.gif" title="blush" /> sebab bakal praktikal di Institut Kemahiran Mara Kota Kinabalu, Sabah, dekat dengan rumah, xpayah duduk jauh dari mama baba dgn hafiz! alhamdulillah. ok last words,bye.</div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-2982698174936323142014-04-14T21:28:00.000+08:002014-05-29T23:09:24.034+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">#midterm bertingkek
tingkek<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Once again, salam and hi april!!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Setelah melalui cuti mid semester
selama seminggu, kini kembali beraksi di gelanggang akademik. T_T Disambut
dengan midterm secara istiqamah dari Hari Isnin hingga Khamis, I feel like
almost die! Argh! Aku makin stghess bila banyak asaimen belum setel. Planning
fallacy! (cek sendiri dalam google ye). Syok cuti semester kali ni, aku xdapat
lupa. Jauh perjalanan, luas pemandangan. Terasa sikit beban selama 7 minggu
terlepas ke belakang. Alhamdulillah. Sekarang, aku perlu teruskan lagi 7 minggu
untuk praktikal! Oh no.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">IKM belum hantar jawapan untuk
permohonan praktikal aku. Kalau IKM ndak luluskan, aku mogok depan pejabat
dorang. :P<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Okay now, just to update my blog tapi
memndangkn huruf a ni susah benor untuk ditekn,aku decide untuk say bye2. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings;">J</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><br />
See you soon and wish me luck!!!<span style="font-size: x-small;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-81314317007228032782014-03-27T22:20:00.000+08:002014-03-27T22:26:33.779+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">#STPM
and SPM<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Salam and
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Final year
oh final year, T_T. Seriously, memang susah untuk manage subjek final year!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Terapeutik
dengan kanak-kanak<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Psikologi
Sosial<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Psikologi
Kognisi dan Pembelajaran<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Penaksiran
Personel<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Psikologi
Pengiklanan<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Intervensi
dan Penilaian Program dalam Masyarakat<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Isu-isu
dalam Psikologi Industri dan Organisasi<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Praktikum<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">See! Tapi
aku xpernah anggap benda ni susah, xpernah juga anggap benda ni macam kacang.
Apa pun, aku kena teruskan sebab aku xmau extend. No no no and no. Lepas grad,
aku plan untuk cont with my master pastu umur 25 tahun dapat phd kah apa kah.
Tapi aku rasa mcm ndak lama lagi mau kiamat. Ikhwanul muslimin di mesir akan
dihukum gantung. Allah T_T. Pray for them. Sekarang ni isu panas di Malaysia,
MH370, and I will always pray for them too. Ok, kembali kepada STPM dan SPM,
aku bukan mau imbas balik kenangan aku ambik result dulu, but i wanna share
about my sisters. Malam tu, Inche Baba sms aku, sebab Inche Baba shif malam.
So, he wouldn’t be able to be at home.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Then, he
asked me;<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">“macam mana result
adik2?”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Then i
replied,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">“Okay, irah
dapat gini gini gini..yann xtau lagi sebab pointer belum tau..”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Inche Baba
replied my SMS,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">“Layakkah
dorang masuk U?”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Lepas tu i don’t
know why, pandangan aku mula kabur2 bila tengok skrin nfon.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">My tears
flowing derasly, I can’t control it. I shed my tears then tetap juga mengalir.
Urghh.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Aku terus
reply..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">“InshaAllah
layak..Sebab result dorang sederhana..kalau xdapat, ada rayuan..”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Aku rasa
sedih sebab aku tahu sebab kenapa Baba xterus tanya direct dgn adik-adik aku.
Aku tahu Baba peduli, Baba kisah tentang masa depan dorang, tapi Baba ndak
tunjuk. Sama macam aku dulu. Aku dapat UiTM, Baba sungguh-sungguh kasi daftar
aku biarpun aku xmahu. Lepas STPM, aku dapat UMS, Baba juga susah hati bila
fikir macam mana mahu bayar yuran pengajian aku. Tapi, aku rasa syukur sebab
Allah swt permudahkan. And now, aku yang dulu pernah makan hati dengan layanan
Baba, aku mula faham perasaan seorang Bapa. Perasaan seorang Mama. Aku cepat
tersentuh, mungkin sebab selalu dodoi Hafiz dengan zikir ya Latif kan. Oh
airmata, bila mau berhenti. Oklah, aku ada banyak kerja mau selesaikan. Aku
harap Cuma satu, aku dapat jadi anak yang berguna untuk keluarga aku. Aku Cuma harap
aku jadi penyejuk hati Mama dengan Baba sampai satu saat aku di panggil ke
negeri sana..</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-43487031793262454542014-03-16T17:51:00.000+08:002014-03-16T17:51:07.024+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 150%;">#kembali menulis<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Assalamu’alaikum
pembuka bicara. Err. Lama ndak update blog, kaku rasanya jari jemariku ini
menari di atas papan kekunci laptop kesayangan ini. Hmm, ekceli aku rasa aku
sangat busy dan tidak berminat untuk update blog biarpun sudah bersawang dengan
labah-labah. Hihi. Sem ni, HELLO FINAL YEAR AND FINAL SEM!!! Puas hati bila aku
dapat kasitau. Hehe.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Ya, aku
sekarang dalam penerbangan final year, bukan MH370 ok! Semester yang di mana
orang lain ambik 18 jam kredit, aku ambik 21 jam kredit, so that’s mean I have
one class extra. T_T Ya Allah, yang telah permudahkan apa yang sulit. Kalau
ikutkan track sebenar, aku kena extend satu sem, but I chose not to repeat the
Parenting Paper and took another one subject yang sama jam kredit. Lecturer aku
cakap, nasib baiklah subjek elektif.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Apa-apa pun, life must go on as you only live once, once ke?
Hidup dua kali kan, tapi mati yang sekali. Keh3. Kan kan kan. Aku sudah cuba
apa termampu, dan semoga Allah permudahkan jalanku menuntut ilmu. Buat di luar
sana yang masih berusaha menjejaki dan mencari-cari aku untuk menyertai
program2 persatuan, aku ada di sini tetapi lebih memilih untuk bekerja di
belakang tabir. Please give me an excuse, and I hope that they are not
misunderstanding my intention and easily said that I fa tho ro.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Okay, have a nice day. Aku ada banyak kerja untuk
diselesaikan. Jerawat sudah mula bermastautin di wajah ini. Kbai.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-90040902301359453082014-02-08T00:47:00.000+08:002014-02-08T00:47:07.701+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">#diam tanda marah </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">K</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Salam awal Februari!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Bila marah, ramai yang ambil tindakan
untuk berdiam, termasuk diri aku sendiri. Ya, aku lebih selesa untuk berdiam.
Aku belajar banyak benda dari tragedi perang saudara yang lepas. Lebih baik aku
zip mulut aku dari berkata dan pendam semua kemarahan daripada menyusahkan dan
menyakitkan orang lain. Aku juga suka tengok cerita Korea sebab pelakon2 Korea
wanita lebih sopan bila berdepan dengan kemarahan, jika dibandingkan dengan
pelakon wanita Melayu(just an honest opinion). Aku suka tengok bila kami ada
ciri2 yang sama. Bila marah, aku diam lepas tu perlahan2 ada titisan2 jernih di
pipi. Haha. Memang itu pun diajar dalam Islam.Bila marah, lebih baik kita diam
sebab banyak hikmah kan. Sekarang, aku dapat banyak kebaikan bila berdiam.Kalau
dibandingkan dengan sebelum ni, aku lebih suka memberontak, mulut aku ni cakap
lepas xpeduli siapa yang ada di sekeliling aku, asalkan aku puas. Tapi, sejak
kebelakangan ni, aku belajar untuk diam lepas tu buang semua kemarahan aku
dengan airmata. Ternyata, itu lebih berkesan dan mendatangkan kebaikan. And
now, I am feeling macho! ^^ <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Ok, sekarang aku tengah tunggu
keputusan exam sem 5. Cuti semester sudah mau habis, 17hb Februari kami mula
kuliah. T_T. Dengar khabar, 15 Februari 2014 ni akan keluar.Degdegkan jantung
gwe. ;( Aku cuma harap dapat result yang baik, yang baik untuk dunia dan
akhirat aku. Aku juga harap, semua kan baik-baik sahaja. Next week, aku plan
untuk jumpa lecturer Subjek Parenting (status=UM@repeat) disebabkan jadual aku clash!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Aku harap Allah swt lembutkan hati2
semua orang2 dalam SPKS supaya aku boleh grad pastu praktikal tahun ni. Please
pray for me. Oklah, its 12.41am now. Since I cannot sleep cause I have drink
too much coffee just now, so I need to force myself to read and blogwalking so
I can get sleepy. Haha. Ok, have a nice day! See you soon!</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-4308996328929403192014-01-03T19:06:00.000+08:002014-01-03T19:06:19.370+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">#suka
menulis<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">“Saya sangat suka menulis. Hari2 saya
menulis. Saya menulis nota, diary, mesej dan kata2 yang buat orang terharu
serta kata2 baik yang mampu menyentuh hati manusia!”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> Ya,
aku tersangat suka menulis. Dulu, aku pernah buat cerpen pendek, tapi aku
berhenti sebab bosan, jadi bakat aku yang terpendam tidak dapat diasah. Aku
juga berbangga sebab aku dapat A untuk PMR, A untuk SPM, dan A juga untuk STPM
bagi subjek Bahasa Melayu! Hik3. Eh, tapi bukan aku sahaja yang bangga, cikgu
aku, Cikgu Flora Loh aka Cikgu Faridah Abdullah juga turut berbangga sebab
dapat mendidik aku sampai dapat gred macam tu. And special thanks to her,
because never give up and always push me to write anything with any words and
content. Oh my English. Kalau subjek Bahasa Inggeris pula, aku boleh lah
sikit2, sebab mother-tongue language aku <s>Orang Putih</s> Bajau Samah. Kui3. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Okay, sekarang aku sudah berada di
rumah. Sebab sebelum ni, aku bertapa secara tidak sah di bilik kawan aku, Miss
Q. Disebabkan motivasi aku akan tinggi bila di tempat lain, so i have decided
to stay at her room for this final exam. Syukur Alhamdulillah, berkat kasih
sayang dan rahmat Allah serta usaha yang Miss Q dan geng studi grup aku, aku
boleh lah jawab atau dalam erti kata lain, boleh survive untuk final exam ni.
ALHAMDULILLAH. Aku Cuma mampu bertawakkal setelah berhempas pulas perah otak
dan berusaha buat persiapan untuk final exam kali ni. Aku terharu sebab semua
topik2 yang kawan2 aku bincang, itu lah yang keluar dalam exam. T_T Pertolongan
ALLAH swt sangatlah dekat.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Back to reality, aku ketepikan hati
yang sudah rapuh dan hancur bila jadual sem depan aku clash dengan subjek
Parenting yang aku kena ulang sebelum praktikum. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">L</span></span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> Aku rasa mahu nangis, tapi aku masih
kuat! Aku harap aku dapat ulang subjek Parenting sem depan. Kalau tidak, maka
akan bertambahlah kehancuran dan keleburan hati aku. Ya ALLAH, permudahkanlah
segala kesulitan yang aku alami dan hilangkanlah segala keresahan ini. Amin.
Hmm, oklah. Azan Isyak sudah berkumandang, aku perlu bertandang ke dapur sebab
terhidu masakan Mama. Ehe!. SALAM, sampai bertemu lagi yer! ^^</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-49901531847538380712013-12-24T22:23:00.002+08:002013-12-24T22:23:36.212+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">#killing the tension<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Can you just leave me alone? <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Just for this week, I hope that I can relax and
watching my favorite movie. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I want to take a rest for a while, <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Makes my mind free from anything coz my chest can
feel a big stone staying now.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I hope that I can cry as much as I want. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">And laugh as loud as I want.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Can you leave me just for a while? <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I am ignoring you it’s not because I hate all of
you, but I need some space for breath. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I can’t hold this. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I want to run but I can’t. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I want to run if it is possible.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Is it impossible to live as what you had wished.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It is impossible for me to follow yours.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">All of yours,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> and their
dream.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Me too, I have my own dream and life.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I have the most important things to take care of.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I don’t want anything, stop bothering.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">So, as you read this, please leave and go.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Consolas;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Problems.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-12560711792093431152013-12-20T22:20:00.000+08:002013-12-20T22:20:10.004+08:00<span style="font-size: x-small;">#love them all</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-small;">“Dan Rabbmu telah memerintahkan supaya kamu jangan menyembah selain Dia dan hendaklah kamu berbuat baik pada ibu bapamu dengan sebaik-baiknya. Jika salah seorang di antara keduanya atau kedua-duanya sampai berumur lanjut dalam pemeliharaanmu, maka sekali-kali janganlah kamu mengatakan kepada keduanya perkataan "ah!" dan janganlah kamu membentak mereka dan ucapkanlah kepada mereka perkataan yang mulia. Dan rendahkanlah dirimu terhadap mereka berdua dengan penuh kesayangan dan ucapkanlah: Wahai Rabbku, kasihilah mereka keduanya, sebagaimana mereka berdua telah mendidik aku waktu kecil.” </span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-small;">(QS. Al-Israa: 23-24)</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"># Mungkin ibu bapa kita xtahu pun apa kita buat di belakang dorang, bila kita jauh dari dorang, bila dorang xnampak kita. Tapi ingatlah, kalau kita betul2 sayangkan ibu bapa kita, janganlah disebabkan diri kita, kita jadi punca untuk ibu bapa kita masuk neraka. Jangan lah pula disebabkan dosa2 yang kita buat, kita pula yang tarik ibu bapa kita masuk neraka. Na'udzubillahimindzalik. Mudah-mudahan aku, dia, kau dan mereka dapat menjadi saham ibu bapa untuk mereka ke syurga. Amin.</span>NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-1641456533969793982013-12-17T08:49:00.000+08:002013-12-17T08:49:12.808+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">#memilih untuk begini<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> Salam
hari Isnin, hari pemula minggu! But, we are on holiday. Hehe. Lecturer cakap
teda kelas, so berhabis lah buat assignment yang entah siap entah tidak. Biasa
lah, berhutang assignment, kalau aku mati esok aduhai parah. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">L</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> Siapa lah mau tolong aku buat. Tadi
ada satu orang kakak minta no fon dengan whatsapp tapi aku ndak ada whatsapp,
sebab whatsapp teda privacy. Hee. I love wechat, sekarang aku ada wechat jek
lah. Tapi itu pun bukan aktif. Adakah aku bakal menghidap anti-social disorder???
:O Apa-apa lah, yang penting aku cuma ada wechat, ada feisbuk, that’s all.
Banyak2 akaun sosial takut nanti melaghakan aku yang sedang berada dalam
keadaan lagha ni. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">
Bukan aku maksudkan orang yang ada akaun sosial yang banyak tu orang2 yang lagha
ok! Ada juga orang guna media2 sosial tu untuk kepentingan ummah. So, jangan
pandang isu ini sebelah mata. Aku takut aku ndak boleh kawal penggunaan semua
tu nanti. Seperti zaman-zaman dahulu kala, im shocked with feisbuk. Macam2
gambar aku upload ntah hape2. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">L</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> But, now I am trying to not upload
any unimportant pixxa in my feisbuk and I am success!!! Kemaren, 15 Disember
2013, sepupu aku sebaya aku selamat melangsungkan perkahwinan. Aku cuma mampu
tolong apa yang mampu. Mahu jadi flower girl, pengapit, memang ndak layak. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> Rasa
penat, tadi buat kajian di tapak salah satu bekas berlaku kejadian kebakaran.
Rumah atas air, lepas tu melalui jambatan yang pernah terbakar dan dibaikpulih
tetapi tidak yang tidak dibaikpulih semuanya. Kami melalui jambatan yang
menyeramkan, terus terbayang titian sirat yang sama seperti sehelai rambut
dibelah tujuh. Seram, aku takut! Ni baru jambatan di dunia yang penuh dengan
kayu-kayu tu yang bergoyang. Air di bawah tu cuma air kotor, tapi kalau di
titian sirat nanti?? API. Wuwuwuwuwwww~ T_T<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> Sepanjang
perjalanan meniti jambatan yang di bawahnya lautan racun (kotor tahap
infiniti), aku terfikir macam mana lah kalau aku jatuh. Macam mana lah kalau
aku masuk dalam air yang kotor tu. Aku rasa tahap jantung aku berdegup memecah
meter yang sedia ada! Anxiety level sudah maximum. Rasa mo nangis, aku teriak
“Maaaaakkkk..” sambil aku jalan. Lawak pun ado. Hahaha. Tapi sampai juga lah.
Mencabar, tapi aku terkejut bila nampak penduduk di sana lalu lalang dengan
lajunya tanpa jantung mereka berdegup kencang. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">L</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> Malu sebab aku berpaut dengan
makcik2 supaya selamat mengharungi titian beracun tersebut. Kuang3. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span><span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> And I promise to myself, itu pertama
dan terakhir. ^^<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> Lepas
tu the worst is bila kami sampai di sana, ketua kampung teda. So kami ambil
keputusan untuk pulang rumah, akan disambung esok. Hihi~</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Wish me luck!</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-49754887499713031982013-12-12T21:45:00.000+08:002013-12-12T21:45:05.917+08:00<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">#if tomorrow never comes?? :/<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> Ntah
kenapa, sejak akhir-akhir ni aku rasa makin dekat dengan mati. Adakah aku makin
dekat dengan dunia dan jauh dari akhirat?? Semua benda yang ada di sekeliling
aku, aku rasa bila-bila masa boleh jadi asbab kepada kematian aku (kalau Allah
swt mentakdirkan aku mati pada saat itu). Bila balik dari kelas, aku terbayang
aku kemalangan pastu ndak sempat jumpa family. Allahu! Seramm~ Macam ndak tahu
apa aku mahu buat bila dijemput malaikat maut. Aku rasa dosa aku masih banyak belum
terhapus. <br />
Anggota tubuh badan ni, menjadi
saksi aku di akhirat sama ada aku guna anggota yang Allah swt bagi ni untuk
meraih pahala atau mengundang dosa! Semalam, aku terdengar satu dengungan yang
lama waktu dengar bacaan surah An-Naba di laptop. Aku tiba-tiba terkejut! Aku
stop bacaan surah tu, aku cuba selidik dari mana bunyi dengungan tu. Tapi, aku
xdapat kenalpasti dari mana. Aku xdapat pastikan bunyi tu datang dari
persekitaran atau dari dalam telinga aku. Rasa sangat dekat dengan telinga. Lepas
tu aku mula ingat, adakah ini dengungan tanda-tanda kematian? T_T Pelik kan?
Tapi aku xtau lah sama ada itu disorder atau disease. Tapi, memang hakikat, memang
kita xakan lama di dunia ni. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> Aku
masih belum minta maaf dengan family aku, kawan2, kenalan2, baik reality atau
maya. Aku rasa masih banyak hasrat orang-orang sekeliling yang aku masih belum
tunaikan. Aku mahu lihat orang-orang yang aku sayang membesar di depan mata
aku. Tapi, kalau Allah swt tidak mengkehendakkan sebegitu dan mentakdirkan aku
pergi dulu, apa boleh buat, Allah, aku redha. Terus aku teringat kisah arwah
Ammar, salah seorang pemuda berumur 20an yang disebut sebagai syahid (allahu’alam).
Aku terus rasa ditempelak supaya jangan lalai, supaya dekatkan diri dengan
Allah swt. Then,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> I
am trying my best to be a good sister for my siblings, good daughter for my
Mama and Baba and be a good friend to anyone. I don’t want to hurt anyone as I
know that I wouldn’t have enough time to detect what is my mistake towards them
then ask their forgiveness. Eh, kenapa pula aku talk switching ni, tiba2 jadi
omputeh. Hah!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Oklah, sebelum mengakhiri entri ini,
aku memohon kemaafan dari semua. Kehadapan semua orang yang mengenali aku reality
dan maya, kalaulah ini my last post, tolong halalkan segala yang termasuk dan
terkeluar, maafkan salah silap kata gurauan perlakuan yang mengguris hati,
ampunkan dosa dan kesalahan. Aku bukan apa, aku cuma takut aku dipanggil Allah
swt tanpa sempat memohon maaf dan minta dihalalkan semuanya. Oklah, my tears is
now falling derasly, so I think I shud stop now kan. Hahaha~ Kbai! :P</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">#losing
is hurt<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> “Instead
of the empty feeling we had after we are losing someone, we are also wondering
how to continue of living with his/her memories...”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Yes, that is what I am trying to say.
Yesterday, I was alone in the library. Since it was 1 Muharram @ Maal Hijrah,
so there is public holiday. But, I never expected that our library will be
closed. I bring a lot of books, and stay outside the library. I wanna go home
as soon as I know the library was closed, but I don’t have any idea how to get
home with the heavy books. And the bad bad bad time is, when I check my prepaid
balance, it was RM0.07. Haha. So funny! Then I am using my smartphone to give a
FB’s message to my friend, Miss.A. Her answer makes me feel touched. She is
ready to pick me up and help me to bring my heavy books. T_T I am wondering, can I be just like her? She
is not always there, but she is always there when I really need someone. Yes,
she is. I stayed at her room at the hostel and settle up my assignment and go
home at 9pm. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> Now,
all of my family and friends are around me, ready to laugh with me and I can
feel their sincerity. Actually, I can’t imagine what my life would be if one
day, I lose them. The person I loved and cared so much. For sure, I will wonder
how to surviving with all the memories they had left with me. I will suffer a
lot as I suffered when I am losing Eyang before. I have suffered enough when
hoping that Eyang is alive. When denied with all my heart that Eyang is not
died. When I go back to Eyang’s house, I can’t hold my tears. It will remind me
everything and now I am afraid of losing another one! I am afraid to love and
care too much coz I will not be able to accept that they will go and leaving me alone
with their memories.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";"> Now,
we are on the 5<sup>th</sup> semester of Bachelor in Industrial and
Organizational Psychology. Only 1 semester left. After that, we need to say babai. Even
there is a song titled ‘Sorry seems to be the hardest word’, but for your
information, it is very really so hard to say BABAI/goodbye/selamat tinggal and
hugging, crying than saying I am sorry ok!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">Yeah, this is true coz I have
experienced this when I am leaving one of my best friend at Selangor after 3
months living with her. And till this moment, we are very far far farrrr away
each other and I miss her so much! PLKN memang kejam wuwuwuuuu~ T_T<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif";">*post ni mau post hari Rabu, tapi
terpost hari ni. Kekekek~<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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"Ada suka seseorang tak?"<br />
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<span style="color: #333333;"><span style="line-height: 13.59375px;">Diam.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #333333;"><span style="line-height: 13.59375px;">"Hmm."</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 13.600000381469727px;">Geleng.</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 13.600000381469727px;">"Tak, tak perlu diceritakan. Cukup antara aku dan Dia saja yang tahu."</span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 13.600000381469727px;">:|</span><br />
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</span></span></span>NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-948093857533500542013-10-18T10:23:00.002+08:002013-10-18T10:23:31.514+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;">
#minggu mengayuh keyboard</div>
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Salam.</div>
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minggu ni kelas cuma 2pm-4pm. maklumlah lecturer pun masih mood cuti. tapi yg pasti subjek2 killer mcm psychological testing dgn abnormal psychology mmg xakan pernah batal. haha. </div>
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semalam, aku dapat satu mesej dari kawan aku. dia tanya, "aku rindu kaauuu, kau xrindu aku kah?" aku senyum lebar. terasa diri disayangi. eleh! dia depan rumah aku jak pun. kalau aku teriak nama dia, mesti dia dengar. cuma dia busy, kelas dia di unitar dari hari isnin hingga ahad. dia ambik early childhood development. she is one of my besties. dia kawan aku dari kecik. mula2 pindah pergi taman perumahan ni, dia dgn jiran sebelah kiri aku lah yg aku rapat. kami pergi sekolah sama-sama, pergi kelas mengaji sama2, and the sweetest moment is, kami berjaya khatam al-quran sama2. yeahh! alhamdulillah.</div>
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aku kehabisan duit cash. dompet aku ada duit syiling yg aku korek dari tabung hafiz. hahaha. malas pula mahu pergi atm. ekceli mahu berjimat sebab sekarang kak pi di melaka, so i think that my parents will spend a lot of money for her, as usual. :) xpa, i am okay! i am matured enough to deal with all of this. kalau boleh, aku xmahu depending dgn duit my parents. i know i need to learn and behave. segan bah minta duit. sudah besar tua mcm ni minta duit mama bapa aku rasa urrgghhh perkara paling last aku buat bila aku xada sudah duit. sekarang alhamdulillah, aku berjaya urus duit sendiri sebab Puan Mama pernah mengadu yg aku ni boros. -_- bukan boros, tapi pemurah ok. haha</div>
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aku sekarang bermati-matian mengayuh keyboard laptop ni. assignment bukan main payah. bukan payah apa, tapi payahnya mendidik nafsu untuk merajinkan diri membaca dan merujuk lalu translate dan hadam. sekarang masih lagi terkebelakang. aku tanya kawan-kawan aku, they were at the same shoes. kah3. tahun akhir aku sangat berkecamuk. ya Allah, mudahkan urusanku. janganlah kisah sem lalu berulang lagi. ndak sanggup aku. :(</div>
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esok ada seminar dari shell. seminar health and safety at the workplace kot. ntah lah. aku pergi sebab ada sijil, ada makan free pastu sejam jak. kah kah kah. lepas tu pergi field work, melawat patient. syoookkk~</div>
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1. abnormal psychology-individual assignment</div>
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2. social workers law-individual assignment</div>
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3. keselamatan dan kesihatan di tempat kerja-groups</div>
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4. kerja sosial kesihatan-groups</div>
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5. consumer behavior-unidentified</div>
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NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-64759141840941254472013-10-13T17:55:00.000+08:002013-10-13T17:55:05.274+08:00<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">#personality test</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">Okay. Aku copy paste ujian ni dari fb kawan aku.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">Memandangkan aku ambik kos Psikologi, jadi apa salahnya kita try sama2 kan. Aku jawab, aku pilih no.5. And anda anda anda semua bagaimana? :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">Cuba pilih sekarang!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;"><br /><br />1. You are a generous and moral (not to confuse with moralizing) person. You always work on self-improvement. You are very ambitious and have very high standards. People might think that communicating with you is difficult, but for you, it isn't easy to be who you are. You work very hard but you are not in the least selfish. You work because you want to improve the world. You have a great capacity to love people until they hurt you. But even after they do. . . you keep loving. Very few people can appreciate everything you do as well as you deserve.</span><br />
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2. You are a fun, honest person. You are very responsible and like taking care of others. You believe in putting in an honest day's work and accept many work-related responsibilities. You have a very good personality and people come to trust you easily. You are bright, witty and fast-thinking. You always have an interesting story to tell. </div>
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3.You are a smart and thoughtful person. You are a great thinker. Your thoughts and ideas are the most important. You like to think about your theories and views alone. You are an introvert. You get along with those who likes to think and learn. You spend a lot of time, thinking about morality. You are trying to do what is right, even if the majority of society does not agree with you. </div>
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4. You are perceptive and philosophical person. You are a unique, one soul of your kind. Next to you there's no one even slightly similar to you. You are intuitive and a bit quirky. You are often misunderstood, and it hurts you. You need personal space. Your creativity needs to be developed, it requires respect of others. You are a person who clearly sees the light and dark sides of life. You are very emotional. </div>
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<b><span style="color: red;">5.</span></b> You are self-assured and in charge. You are very independent. Your guiding principle in life is 'I'll do it my way.'. You are very self-reliant and know how to stay strong for yourself and the people you love. You know exactly what you want and are not afraid of pursuing your dreams. <b><span style="color: red;">The only thing you demand from people is honesty. You are strong enough to accept the truth. </span></b></div>
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6. You are kind and sensitive. People relate to you very well. You have many friends and you love helping them. You have this warm and bright aura that makes people feel good when they are around you. Every day, you think about what you can do to improve yourself. You want to be interesting, insightful and unique. More than anybody else in the world, you need to love. You are even ready to love those who don't love you back. </div>
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7. You are happy and unflappable. You are a very sensitive and understanding person. You are a great listener who know how to be non-judgmental. You believe that everybody has their own journey in life. You are open to new people and events. You are highly resistant to stress and rarely worry. Normally, you are very relaxed. You always manage to have a good time and never lose your way. </div>
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8. You are charming and energetic. You are a fun person who knows hot to make people laugh. You live in a state of harmony with the universe. You are spontaneous and enthusiastic. You never say no to an adventure. Often, you end up surprising and even shocking people. But that's just how you are. . . You always remain true to yourself. You have many interests and if something proves of interest to you, you will not rest until you acquire a profound knowledge of this area. </div>
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9. You are optimistic and lucky. You believe that life is a gift and you try to achieve as much as possible and put this gift to the best use possible. You are very proud of your achievements. You are ready to stick by the people you care about through thick and thin. You have a very healthy approach to life. The glass is (at least) half full for you. You use any opportunity to forgive, learn, and grow because you believe that life is too short to do otherwise.</div>
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pesanan penaja; ini hanya ujian personaliti, tidak semestinya benar dan bukan ramalan nasib. kbai.</div>
</span></span>NailahFarafishahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05459259149720415307noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2666049415360761789.post-38079188010229557282013-10-13T17:14:00.000+08:002013-10-13T17:14:08.027+08:00<span style="font-size: x-small;">#talk less, hurt less. tokmohhatemoh. :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Its normal lah bila aku malas mahu communicate. Malas mahu menyerap kata2 yang kurang enak untuk masuk ke dalam hati. Aku memang rajin menapis kata sebelum diserap dalam diri. Bila lama sudah kenal, memang masing2 akan kenal perangai masing2. Alhamdulillah, I have found them. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Cuma, lately aku malas mahu cakap banyak. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Maybe aku ada berat mulut disorder kan. :|</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Even dalam rumah pun, aku jadi berat mulut kecuali dengan Puan Mama. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Friends and siblings, I am sorry if I can't laugh as loud as before while you are doing your own jokes. Hati aku rasa tawar. I need to be alone, sometimes.</span></div>
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